presentation..

kelmarin ari kamis br abis presentaion..
pnat gak.. btw ak sdih gak r coz x dpt fully finish kan design ak...
boboy pn sdih..


pastu smalam pg smayang jumaat..
ntah naper tetiba ak rs cam sedih sgt...
ntah ap yang bt ak rs cmtu..
tp ak hampir mnangis ms bc doa..
ms tu ak tringat sal ap aku dah buat utk sem nie...
a lot of tings..
most of them are bad tings..
sdih la..
skang da x tau nk bt aper to forget it..
my bad..

ok x lau skang aku kt mood aku mcm nie??

looking at you makes it harder..
but i know u'll find another
that doesn't always make u wanna cry..

I want u to know..
that doesn't matter..
where we take this road..
someone's gotta go..
and i want you to know..
you couldn't love me better..
but i won't u to move on..
so i'm already gone...


sad..

sumtime there will always a things that make me assume myself as a troublemaker....

SUMER INSTINCT AKU DAH JADI KENYATAAN!!!!

DULU,LAU AKU CKP SAL INSTINCT..
DIA SLALU CKP AKU SUKA BERINSTINCT
KIRANYA DIA X SUKA R AKU AD INSTINCT
TAPI...
AKU PALING..PALING...PALING...
X SANGKA...
BILA KALI NIE...
KEKUATAN INSTINCT AKU TLAH BWK AKU TEMUI KEBENARANNYA..
KIRANYA AP YANG AKU CREATE IN MY MIND
DULU..
DA JD KENYATAAN....
NOW
ive done with this...


BILA KEPERCAYAAN AKU DIKHIANATI...

takot...

maybe sumtime i tink tat i must be alone..
refresh myself..
just tought wat i am...
sumtime i just feeling not well..
and wat i really know tat environment had changed me a lot in tis season of study..
alhamdulillah..
boboy help me a lot..
by da way..
im just hoping evryting will be nice n smooth againn..
no more pretending and evryting..
just be wat myslf wit little hoping tat i will be da old of me..
MISS U!!

hope i get the other side of me again..
slow n steady..
n no more tension again...
just be wat im really r..
let ol my bad side go just like tat...
let evrybody have their own privacy..
no more busy body(try)..
huhu..
coz i knew noting will happened either i ve been here or not anymore..
useless..
quite..
smooth..
calm..
relax..
.............

DIARI BOBOY 1..

sal diari ni lupakan dulu la.. BOBOY still x ready lagi utk sumer bnda cam nie...

fafaurina meldova paloma dorantes perez

haritu ak tgk fafau bt presentation slide...
n ak tertarik pd satu benda..
nie dia..


Kawan-kawan…
Jangan lupa pesan tok wan…
Ingat saat-saat ketika persahabatan….
Sama dikongsi teh secawan
Pahit manis sama dirasakan…
Jangan kita tinggalkan kawan..
Bukankah janji pernah dilafazkan..
Jadi kotakan apa yang dikatakan….

Kawan-kawan…
Jangan lupa pesan tok wan…
Kegembiraan dan perselisihan…
Sering terjadi dalam perhubungan..
Saat bahagia sama kita raikan..
Tatkala hiba jangan dibiar keseorangan…
Bukankah itu prinsip persahabatan…..

Kawan-kawan..
Jangan lupa pesan tok wan….
Dalam berkawan mesti ada keikhlasan…
Jangan ada secubit kepura-puraan…
Buang segala lakonan….
Tunjukkan nilai kesetiaan dan kejujuran
Pasti hubungan akan berkekalan….


dan jugak nie...sgt meaningful...





Biar dicaci diriku hina, Biar dicerca pelbagai kata..Aku terima dengan reda..
Segalanya bersama hati yang terbuka…Kerna…Diriku insan biasa
Tidak berkuasa melain diri-Nya Tiada kuasa menghukum sesiapa
Tiada dendam meracuni jiwa…Kerna.. aku punya hati dan rasa..
Juga punya cinta dan cita…..Namun lumrah dunia…
Dalam meniti ranjau yang sarat pancaroba..Dugaan getir sering menimpa..
Hingga terkadang pernah terkecewa…Meracuni lubuk curiga..
Biar hati sering menangkis perasaan hampa…Namun dihalang oleh sang hiba….
Kehidupan sebegini tidak kupinta…Tidak tertanggung beban sengketa..
Tidak terdaya menolak bencana..Yang sering melanda….
Aku tewas dalam pelukan dosa….Hingga kini diriku masih menanti sinar cahaya
Melimpahi jiwa kesuma….Sebelum malaikat mencabut nyawa
Aku masih mencari siapa diriku yang sebenarnya…
SANGAT2 SEDANG MENCARI....
INSYAALLAH AKAN KETEMU JUA...

hahaha....ak saje nak 'BUANG MASA' tulis sumer ni..hahahaha
jg ad yang terasa plak.. its just nak upd8 my blog..
but it was a little bit from my soul...
that now were flying without wings...

i dont know wat my feeling now...

lepas nie ak plan nak berubah la...
after wat ive done before,
now its da time for tis soul to be let free..

now also da right time for tis little heart to go sumwhere it can suit by itself
hope BOBOY will stay with me 4ever...
after tis i will change to be sumbody rather than myself...
wish me luck..
i'm already GONE...
love it..
thanks to kelly..


waiting list after tis...DIARI BOBOY...
just wait for it...
hope no one read it... sincere from d little heart...
gud luck BOBOY!