ok x lau skang aku kt mood aku mcm nie??

looking at you makes it harder..
but i know u'll find another
that doesn't always make u wanna cry..

I want u to know..
that doesn't matter..
where we take this road..
someone's gotta go..
and i want you to know..
you couldn't love me better..
but i won't u to move on..
so i'm already gone...


sad..

sumtime there will always a things that make me assume myself as a troublemaker....

SUMER INSTINCT AKU DAH JADI KENYATAAN!!!!

DULU,LAU AKU CKP SAL INSTINCT..
DIA SLALU CKP AKU SUKA BERINSTINCT
KIRANYA DIA X SUKA R AKU AD INSTINCT
TAPI...
AKU PALING..PALING...PALING...
X SANGKA...
BILA KALI NIE...
KEKUATAN INSTINCT AKU TLAH BWK AKU TEMUI KEBENARANNYA..
KIRANYA AP YANG AKU CREATE IN MY MIND
DULU..
DA JD KENYATAAN....
NOW
ive done with this...


BILA KEPERCAYAAN AKU DIKHIANATI...

takot...

maybe sumtime i tink tat i must be alone..
refresh myself..
just tought wat i am...
sumtime i just feeling not well..
and wat i really know tat environment had changed me a lot in tis season of study..
alhamdulillah..
boboy help me a lot..
by da way..
im just hoping evryting will be nice n smooth againn..
no more pretending and evryting..
just be wat myslf wit little hoping tat i will be da old of me..
MISS U!!

hope i get the other side of me again..
slow n steady..
n no more tension again...
just be wat im really r..
let ol my bad side go just like tat...
let evrybody have their own privacy..
no more busy body(try)..
huhu..
coz i knew noting will happened either i ve been here or not anymore..
useless..
quite..
smooth..
calm..
relax..
.............